Well I have been MIA for awhile. I had my third and final iui on July 8th and have been trying to get through this horrible, long tww without any distractions. So being the 18th today, I figured I would poas, knowing full well it was early. Well it was a BFN....Like I should honestly be suprised.........Have I had anything different?!?!?!
My day went downhill from there. Anything that could go wrong, did. I'm so friggin' tired!!! I hate my job, I hate the city I live in, I hate that we are dealing with IF......I hate that we are stuck here waiting for answers that NEVER EVER seem to come.......
So I guess now I should look foward to our fs appointment on Thurs....then more waiting.......I hope they can tell us something, that might actually help this situation. I looked into cycling for ivf in Vancouver or Victoria, I need my clinic to tell me what we need. If I'm not pg this time, We are moving home.....I need something to look foward to right now, and apparently having a baby wont be it.......
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My journey so far
- Feb 18/10- BFP confirmed....oh thank you God. Please let this one stick!!!
- Feb 17/10- BFP?
- Feb 7/10- IUI #1 please, please,please work!!!
- TTC #2
- Jan 21 2010- Talked to clinic, called in CD1- Here we go!
- Dec 21 2009- Back to FS for consult #2....here we go again!!
- March 19 2009- Colton Michael Thomas was born!
- Dec1- pulled off work...little man is doing amazing though! HB still 146 bpm
- 4D u/s Nov 3rd- ITS A BOY!!! 150 bpm
- Oct 25 2nd OB appointment
- Sept 23rd- 1st OB appointment. HB 168 bpm
- Aug 12- u/s and saw the most beautiful singleton heartbeat EVER!!!
- July 29th- 2 stat u/s.....found 1 ovary cyst that ruptured and 1 little bean sac
- EDD- March 30 2009
- IUI #3 July 8 2008- BFP!!!!!!!!!!
- IUI #2 June 10 2008- BFN
- IUI #1 May 9 2008- BFN
- 2 cycle break from clomid- BFN
- Feb 2008-started acupuncture 1X week
- June 2007- Was put on 4 cycles of clomid -BFN's
- Jan 2007- Went back to dr...ttc 1 year. Were put on waitlist to fertility clinic
- Aug 13 2006- bfp and m/c
- May 4 2006- Married the most wonderful husband, on the beach in the Mayan
- Feb 2006- went off bcp
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- In Feb 2006 my husband and I took part in the most difficult journey of our lives. The road to parenthood. I have been told that this is something to be enjoyed, and I have yet to experience that part. At 28 years old, who would have thought it was possible to be dealing with unexplained infertility.....yet here we are.
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Oh sweetie, I hope the weekend gets better. Its so hard not to poas even when we know its early eh? Life stresses certainly don't seem to be helping either of us on top of all of this. I'm trying acupuncture now... I'll post about it later... but the jist of it is that she thinks I should wait 6mo to heal my body of all the stress damage. Sometimes I wonder if this will ever end. Things will turn around for both of us though CJ. Until then, sending you big hugs.
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