4 weeks and 1 day.......

So 10 dpiui, I couldn't take it any longer.....I had to test. I used one of my cheapies and first thing in the morning I ran to the bathroom to see......Well I got yet another BFN. I wasn't suprised at all! I went to work that day, and had the absolute WORST day ever!

When I came home I had this nagging feeling to test again. That and I had weird stuff happening all day. I thought I was going to puke for about a half hour, I felt bloated, and my boobs were hurting more then ever. So I tested again......and thats when I saw it. The faintest, of the faint lines you ever did see. I thought it was a shadow, so I stood on the toilet to get a better look in the light. Still there. I ran to the other bathroom and did the same thing.....still there. "Ok", I told myself "Its an evaporation line, go to bed". So I did.

The next morning I got up and tested again. There was that tiny little line again. Hmmmm. Could this really be it? I put it away and went outside to do some yard work. I was dizzy, and had to pee alot......so I did yet another test. There it was.....that little uber faint line. "Thats it" I told DH "I am going to buy some First Response tests and get this figured out once and for all!"

Well I came home and tested right away. It didn't even take a minute to see both of the most beautiful pink lines I have ever seen!!! I lost it. Yup, sitting there on the toilet, bawling, & shaking, and holding that test so tight, as if someone was going to steal it. It took about 15 minutes before I calmed down enough to get up and try to tell DH. I ran outside in time to see him drive away....he decided that right then he needed to go to the dump.
So for an hour I sat on the couch bawling, and still clutching that test.

Now about a year ago I bought a card for dh for if I ever did get pg. I dug that out. In between my sob's I wrote in it. So when DH got home he got the card and I managed to let go of the stick ong enough for him to look at it. He was so happy too, and kissed me as HUGE tears welled up in his eyes. We celebrated with a yummy dinner out.

Oh and I have gotten up in the middle of the night to pee and to secretly check my tests again, to make sure its not a cruel joke someone is playing!!! And I have taken a million pictures of them....

So in a nutshell thats how it happened. I got my BFP! Now I sit waiting patiently for the prenatal appointment that I have waited almost 3 years for. I feel like crying again, but I think thats hormones.....

A few things I have learned in my short time (3 days) being pregnant:

- Morning sickness can hit you, no matter how early you are.....and everytime I dry heave, I smile a little more....
-Apricots make you dry heave.
-Earlypregnancytest.com pregnancy tests suck!
- My boobs actually hurt more, at the thought of putting on a bra!
- my nose is that of a blood hound right now.....
-never take a pg test when your home alone, especially if you expect a good out come