Worried.

Holy man am I getting nervous for Monday!
I am so worried about what they will tell me. Maybe she will say I'm too fat (I have gained ALOT of weight since the clomid from before, then pregnancy...) or maybe she will say its too soon, or maybe she will say that I need to do all the testing again. I just wish I knew what to expect!!
On top of it all, I think I also need to quit my job on Monday. That is also freaking me out. Why? I really have no idea.....except then its a reality....I will have no job.
Anyways maybe the quitting will go smoothly, and the doc at the clinic will want to get right down to business, and all this worrying will be for nothing.
Heres hoping :)

Back we go!

I was told the wait for the fertility clinic wasn't a long one right now, and boy was that a understatement!
My referal was sent in on the second and I see my doc on the 21st! WOW!! It took me 6 months last time.
I am getting so excited to get things underway. I was hoping af would be late this time so that I could start the meds right away...but no she shows 5 days early and now I'm going to have to wait 40+ days. I'm also excited and nervous to see what she says. I hope they dont waste time like they did the first time.

Baby is good, growing like a weed!! I cant believe he is almost 9 months old. Last night I walked into his room to see him sitting in the corner of his crib.....talk about making Mommy alittle misty eyed :) I also think he is getting another tooth. Time just goes too fast!

And lastly I wanted to send a shout out to all you girls who are always here, Liz, SR, and Tania......sorry I have been so long with updating, but as you all know, life is busy!