Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Try to move on.....

I find myself doing anything I can these days to make myself feel better.

Anything to forget about IF. Its not easy. We went back home to visit this weekend, and it was nice to just get away. And for one second, it made me forget the pain that was waiting for me when I returned to the place I now call home.

My friend and I are trying to work on our spring re-vamp. I NEED something to help me feel better. I am going to acupuncture again (couldn't go for 2 weeks), cutting my hair......and many other things that I had started last cycle.

Maybe the relaxing, and feeling better about myself is exactly what I need for a successful IUI this time around........

I will try anything.....

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If only we were more like guys and could turn those thoughts off eh?

Glad you have a friend to revamp with. I'm working hard to revamp too (finally lost 5lbs!). I miss just enjoying life though. Crazy that it's something we have to strive for now eh? I'm having less off days now though so things are getting better for me. Oh, and a girl in the grocery store told me she loved my hair! Nice little ego boost! My new 'do has definitly been worth it as every bit of happiness helps right? Sending you hugs, I hope the revamp is just what you need to get things rolling.

CJDR said...

Thanks Zabe! I miss the fun things too. I had someone ask if I got new jeans, and I said no and they said holy crap you've lost weight then!! It felt good. I want to see a pic of your new do, you should post one on FB. And I agree anything to even bring that 1 second smile to your face, is worth it. Eventually I will feel better again. As I get further along in this cycle, it gets alittle easier, as I accept what has happened more, and more.