What else?

So Saturday night before easter, my best friend called me to say that she was pregnant again. How did I take the news? The same way I always take the news....I tried to sound so happy for her, and then cried by myself later. In my time ttc, I've seen her get married, ttc, have a baby, go to her 1 year olds b-day....and now this. Dont get me wrong I truely am happy for them. But to have her ask me today if I could lend her the few Mat. clothes that I have been saving for MY pregnancy.... was a bit of a blow.

Then there is the girl who I work with who is also pg and she just had her second ultra sound. Not only did she bring all the pictures to show me, but told me how disapointed she was to find out it was a boy......She said that most people cry to see their baby, but she was convinced it was a girl so she sat there just suprised.....why would she think I wanted to hear that?

Now both people know about everything I am going through.

I'm having mid-cycle bleeding again....and still no 'O'. I am waiting to hear from my doctors office so I can see if its something serious. I also made a acupunture appointment for Monday. I'm nervous but kinda excited. Lastly I tried to get ahold of an IVF clinic in another province because dh and I are thinking of moving. I feel like I have been busy worrying about this, but it had kind of taken my mind off it.....for a minute.

Now I just want to know.....what else? *sigh*