Oh wow!

Sorry its taken me so long to update...these past few weeks have been nuts!

I saw the FS. Now I have to say it was bitter sweet. I think I fooled a part of myself into believing that I will never have to go back to the clinic again. So sitting there waiting, was just....weird. I left the baby at home and braved the feelings. Well first thing the doc says is "where the heck is the baby???" I was shocked! I told her that I felt that the fertility clinic wasn't really an approperate place to bring him to, and she said "nonsense! yes some people might not like it but I want to see the baby I helped you create!!" and proceeded to ask to see pics (which I carry a billion of anyways). That made me feel good, like she actually cared, and I relaxed a bit.
We talked and came up with a outcome. Starting next cycle I am back on the clomid and on a stronger dose then before. I start iui's right away. We will try 3 again and if they dont work, do some tests and try new drugs and go from there. I again was shocked because I wasn't expecting that at all.
So today is O day, on my last natural cycle before trying iui's again. I am excited and nervous for the next few months :)