Friday, February 13, 2009

Oh wow the hormones....

Ok I know through this entire thing I have been struggling with the hormones...some times I'm happy, or sad, or angry....I'm sure some people (DH) think I'm Bipolar right now.....
But I have noticed they are even getting worse, the further along I get.....
take tonight for example. I am so sad. I dont really have a reason to be, nothing bad even happened to me. I just cant stop crying, and its silly really...thats why I thought it might help if I write about it.
I'm sad because I haven't paid much attention to my Dog
I'm sad because when I did start crying my cat (who was sleeping) instantly jumped on my lap and wanted cuddles...and all I do is yell at him lately, for scratching on the furniture, or being in the baby crib, etc.
I'm sad because DH seems so busy lately with other things, yet is out with his buddies at a pub right now.
I'm sad because I ate dinner alone.
I'm even alittle sad about how my T.V. show ended today.
I know that normally NONE of this stuff would bother me. I just cant help it for some reason.....seems silly doesn't it?
Well I'm going to bed, I know I will feel better tomorrow.

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