So, I think my IUI will be tomorrow or the next day. The opk had a faint line this morning, so very faint, but it was there. The monitor is still reading low.
I was watching a show the other night, and it was about people who thought they had all the time in the world to start a family. So they kept putting it off. Turns out the wife dies in an accident, before she got her IVF. It was really sad. DH told me not to watch it, but I did, and spent the rest of the night crying.
Then I started thinking, what the heck am I getting myself into? How do I know we will even be good parents? Will I be patient enough? Will I know what to do?
Man there are so many thoughts going through my head, while I sit here wondering if tomorrow's the big day. It seems so fitting, that the day after our anniversary, I get my IUI. BUT I'm worried its not going to work. But I'm excited that it might work. I'm trying to keep myself grounded, but a new step means more hope. Every new step brings hope.....
Well now that I have written all the confusion down, I'm going to spend the rest of my anniversary with DH....heres to success whenever I O.....
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I hope the IUI goes well. I know you'll definitly be a great mother. The fact that you're thinking about it shows how much you'll care.
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